There is a lot to say.
In 24 hours I will be unemployed.
This comes as a result of a fascinating journey of emotional strength and weakness, a serious of bizarrely complex events and situations, and a chaotic kaleidoscope of emotions that I aspire to organise into a coherent set of articulate conclusions in the next few weeks.
For now let me just hold onto this moment. The last strange day of ‘belonging’ to something that has taught me a whole world of things about humanity, our organisations, and myself, including my breaking point, which is, what a surprise, not dissimilar from previous breaking points.
I now have some time, some imminent distance, some access to wisdom and a powerful incentive to explore it all in order to find the strength and clarity to not do this to myself again.